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What was left of Sirius and my dating relationship was just depressing. We were cold to each other, and we never kissed, hugged, and barely talked. But, we never said our relationship ended. We weren't dating other people, and we would have silent conversations, even if they ended with more silence.
One day, as I was going through my music play list, I came across a song I hadn't listened to for at least a year. It always made me cry, and now, in my little situation, I was bawling by the end of the song.
July by Drake ft. some girl XD
Yeah,
Uh, This verse start's as my sniper hits they mark
And your guards fall down from a rifle to the heart
Like clap, clap, left em fall slow
I know you had your fears, and you can let em all go
And most woman are motivated so I act accordingly
But this is so refreshing that it means a little more to me
Dedicating time when I really can't afford to be
I provide protection if you open up the door for me
Couple stairs
Couple text
Couple dates
Couple I think that we're readys
Couple I think we should waits
Are we acting like a couple
I'm just trying to get it straight
Cuz I'm over convinced cuz it's to early for mistakes
(Chorus)
Ohhhh, you had to change up the game
Ohhh, the weather is not the same
Now there's only cloudy days
Can't stand the rain in July
Oh July
Let the fireworks explode
Exploding
Now it's getting colder
Leaves are turning colors
Why?
It's just not our season
The one and only reason
Baby oh Baby oh
Our summer turned into fall
Drake's Verse
Damn, tell me where did all the magic go
I followed the rules and told you everything you had to know
Had you over every night
Every night was passionate
Plus you met my mother
Even if it was by accident
I'm confused tell me where we go wrong
I was sure that I would be with you for so long
I was planning on this on being something worth mentioning
Energy invested in someone I saw potential in
Who killed chivalry
They need to get they sentence in
Mean while, we arguing and I can't get a sentence in
And just as I predicted here we go again
They always say the hottest loves has the coldest end
(Chorus)
Ohhhh, you had to change up the game
Ohhh, the weather is not the same
Now there's only cloudy days
Can't stand the rain in July
Oh July
Let the fireworks explode
Exploding
Now it's getting colder
Leaves are turning colors
Why?
It's just not our season
The one and only reason
Baby oh Baby oh
Our summer turned into fall
See, it's funny cuz
I never thought this would end
But then the season changed
(Chorus)
You are my, You are my You are my love
Should remain, Should remain, you are my love
I surely did everything to make you happy baby,
Oh yeah
Can't wait for, Can't wait for, Can't wait for springtime
And I will turn into a butterfly
I will spread my wings and fly…….
And I'm to fly for this ish
Ohhhha wooooh
(This is a really good song, you all should look it up.)
By the fifth time of listening to this, I could barely breathe.
On the last day of school, I was both excited and sad to leave. Excited, because I was going to New York to see mom and the rest of my family. Sad, because I was leaving behind my friends.
Lily and I exchanged post addresses, and while on the train ride, I decided to go straighten things out with Sirius before leaving.
When we got off the train, I immediately found him.
"Hey! Sirius!" I called. He turned, and had a grim expression on his face. When I made it over to him, I gave him a hug, surprising him. "I'm sorry for acting like a arse." I said, deciding that summed up my whole attitude towards him.
"No." He said. "I was going to tell you this before, but chickened out." I cocked my head to the side.
"What do you mean?"
"I-I think we should… I think we should break up." He said, not meeting my eyes. Suddenly, lines from the song started playing in my mind.
I'm confused tell me where we go wrong
I was sure that I would be with you for so long
"What?" I asked, my voice cracking.
"It's just that… we don't even talk anymore. I've been thinking. Really thinking, that maybe, maybe we're just to much alike to be a couple. We both have short tempers, and different perspectives. Of everything."
Ohhhh, you had to change up the game
Ohhh, the weather is not the same
Now there's only cloudy days
"Sirius-" I said, but my voice failed me. "Please." I croaked out.
"I'm sorry, Jessica. I hope we can still be friends." He said before turning and walking away, not even looking back. I stood there a moment, then quickly turned from peering eyes as the tears ran down my cheek.
They always say the hottest loves has the coldest end.
One day, as I was going through my music play list, I came across a song I hadn't listened to for at least a year. It always made me cry, and now, in my little situation, I was bawling by the end of the song.
July by Drake ft. some girl XD
Yeah,
Uh, This verse start's as my sniper hits they mark
And your guards fall down from a rifle to the heart
Like clap, clap, left em fall slow
I know you had your fears, and you can let em all go
And most woman are motivated so I act accordingly
But this is so refreshing that it means a little more to me
Dedicating time when I really can't afford to be
I provide protection if you open up the door for me
Couple stairs
Couple text
Couple dates
Couple I think that we're readys
Couple I think we should waits
Are we acting like a couple
I'm just trying to get it straight
Cuz I'm over convinced cuz it's to early for mistakes
(Chorus)
Ohhhh, you had to change up the game
Ohhh, the weather is not the same
Now there's only cloudy days
Can't stand the rain in July
Oh July
Let the fireworks explode
Exploding
Now it's getting colder
Leaves are turning colors
Why?
It's just not our season
The one and only reason
Baby oh Baby oh
Our summer turned into fall
Drake's Verse
Damn, tell me where did all the magic go
I followed the rules and told you everything you had to know
Had you over every night
Every night was passionate
Plus you met my mother
Even if it was by accident
I'm confused tell me where we go wrong
I was sure that I would be with you for so long
I was planning on this on being something worth mentioning
Energy invested in someone I saw potential in
Who killed chivalry
They need to get they sentence in
Mean while, we arguing and I can't get a sentence in
And just as I predicted here we go again
They always say the hottest loves has the coldest end
(Chorus)
Ohhhh, you had to change up the game
Ohhh, the weather is not the same
Now there's only cloudy days
Can't stand the rain in July
Oh July
Let the fireworks explode
Exploding
Now it's getting colder
Leaves are turning colors
Why?
It's just not our season
The one and only reason
Baby oh Baby oh
Our summer turned into fall
See, it's funny cuz
I never thought this would end
But then the season changed
(Chorus)
You are my, You are my You are my love
Should remain, Should remain, you are my love
I surely did everything to make you happy baby,
Oh yeah
Can't wait for, Can't wait for, Can't wait for springtime
And I will turn into a butterfly
I will spread my wings and fly…….
And I'm to fly for this ish
Ohhhha wooooh
(This is a really good song, you all should look it up.)
By the fifth time of listening to this, I could barely breathe.
On the last day of school, I was both excited and sad to leave. Excited, because I was going to New York to see mom and the rest of my family. Sad, because I was leaving behind my friends.
Lily and I exchanged post addresses, and while on the train ride, I decided to go straighten things out with Sirius before leaving.
When we got off the train, I immediately found him.
"Hey! Sirius!" I called. He turned, and had a grim expression on his face. When I made it over to him, I gave him a hug, surprising him. "I'm sorry for acting like a arse." I said, deciding that summed up my whole attitude towards him.
"No." He said. "I was going to tell you this before, but chickened out." I cocked my head to the side.
"What do you mean?"
"I-I think we should… I think we should break up." He said, not meeting my eyes. Suddenly, lines from the song started playing in my mind.
I'm confused tell me where we go wrong
I was sure that I would be with you for so long
"What?" I asked, my voice cracking.
"It's just that… we don't even talk anymore. I've been thinking. Really thinking, that maybe, maybe we're just to much alike to be a couple. We both have short tempers, and different perspectives. Of everything."
Ohhhh, you had to change up the game
Ohhh, the weather is not the same
Now there's only cloudy days
"Sirius-" I said, but my voice failed me. "Please." I croaked out.
"I'm sorry, Jessica. I hope we can still be friends." He said before turning and walking away, not even looking back. I stood there a moment, then quickly turned from peering eyes as the tears ran down my cheek.
They always say the hottest loves has the coldest end.